Deep down in the dark
No light could I see
Fear, anxiety all around me
Too much to say,
None to share with
 Some times I said so much
And still said nothing
Sometimes with so many people
Yet all alone.
For I had gone too far.
 Deep down that path,
with no promise of help ahead.
Stop! Love screamed!
I stopped dead in my tracks
Turn back!  He continued.
I turned, unsure.
Come!  Hope beckoned
..with loving arms outstretched
I took few weak steps,
He couldn't actually mean that I said to myself.
I was shocked to see I wasn't the only one doing the walking,
He was running to me also.
Radiant! Beautiful in every way.
He couldn't want me
He sure wouldn't even hold me
He looked too amazing
Ugh?!!  I was in shock!
I was already in His arms
I looked into His eyes and saw myself
A mirror of him, perfect in every way!
How he translated me
From darkness into his marvellous light
Grace found me
Hope called me
Love pulled me into his arms
Abba father!  I cried
What privilege!
I now walk with The Way
Surely here to stay.
I am forever changed.


......Jedida

The Man, Christ Jesus.

It was the thirteenth day in May, 2016. There was a preacher,  a congregation and of course the lord with the angels.  The preacher said, "The man Jesus is close to you, so close you can touch Him"
"He wants to hold you in His arms forever, feel His embrace".  My heart literally kept swelling,  I thought it was going to burst,  I felt so many things in me,  an electrical surge so powerful,  at the same time, I felt as though my heart was melting like butter.  The tears were uncontrollable, the reality of his love was so great,  his presence so strong. Then I saw him,  visibly!  I stretched out my hands,  I touched him, tangibly! I fell to his feet,  sobbing profusely,  overwhelmed with love,  he bent down,  pulled me into his arms,  kept patting my back,  I was screaming now,  "Jesus, I love you!! ", he then whispered into my left ear, "I love you" , I heard him audibly!  Then the preacher said,  "Tell him everything,  everything! ". Then I started to talk, " I'm sorry lord,  I am lazy " he corrected me, "You are not lazy ".he said.  I continued,  "I have been holding back,  you deserve more,  you deserve all, you have my all,  you are my all,  you have my life,  oh Lord,  you are my life" . He then whispered into my ear continuously,  "I love you ". It sounded more like a song to me and it was very beautiful.  I saw myself in his eyes,  I saw perfection!

That was one of my many encounters at the last Christocentric Weekend (it's a monthly glorious programme organized by ChristMind Family) .

Please do a little something for me,  touch your face,  you can feel it right?  Yes,  then you can touch Jesus the same way you just touched your face.  If anyone is around you, look at that person,  you can see Jesus the same way. Speak outloud,  you can hear Him speak to you that loud. The man Jesus is real,  yes,  man!

1 John 1:14: “The Word became flesh.” (1 John 4:2; 2 John 7). Jesus was born (Luke 2:7). He grew (Luke 2:40, 52). He grew tired (John 4:6) and got thirsty (John 19:28) and hungry (Matthew 4:2). He became physically weak (Matthew 4:11; Luke 23:26). He died (Luke 23:46). Our focus here however is on Christ, the glorified! he had a real human body after his resurrection (Luke 24:39; John 20:20, 27).

  1Timothy 2:5, "For there is one God and one mediator between God and mankind, the man Christ Jesus

He is God the man, who died for man and He rose as a man, then ascended into glory.  This doesn't change the fact that He is God.

John 1:1 - In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

John 1:14 - And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.

John 10:30 - I and [my] Father are one.

Isaiah 9:6 - For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Prince    

If you can touch him,  it means you can touch God,  ahah!! The father and the son are one. If that is difficult for you to believe then you need to break free from the shackles of religion!  Yes!  The only difference is God the man,  who died for man. I love the Lord!!!!!!

I apologise for not putting up the series  as i promised,  hopefully I'll get my laptop in a good condition soon and will work properly on it.  Before then I'll  keep writing on more revelations I get from this wonderful romance. Until then,  keep plumbing His depths and climbing his heights!
 Thank you.
Love you loads! 😄😄
_______Jedida.
   

I have tasted and seen
Of this I am keen
If my lord turns it around
It is indeed transformed

Of Your wondrous work I shall ever testify
You made a day from that dark night
Oh!  How He turned it around
I am indeed transformed by that might.

Your goodness oh Lord is unfathomable ,
The world thinks it unreasonable ,
I  of it benefit ,
By it I am forever hit .

Your praise Lord my lips shall sing
For by Your authority You made me King
Boldly before You as a Priest
Of this,  there can be no heist .


           ...Jeddida





 The Fattening Room series is about to start,  the first story is titled  BEAUTY FOR ASHES,  our protagonist while lost in a labyrinth meets Hope himself.
You can read online via  Wattpad for full chapters , just  follow "Jeddida", you can also read here as I post in parts.

Anticipate!