The Man, Christ Jesus.

It was the thirteenth day in May, 2016. There was a preacher,  a congregation and of course the lord with the angels.  The preacher said, "The man Jesus is close to you, so close you can touch Him"
"He wants to hold you in His arms forever, feel His embrace".  My heart literally kept swelling,  I thought it was going to burst,  I felt so many things in me,  an electrical surge so powerful,  at the same time, I felt as though my heart was melting like butter.  The tears were uncontrollable, the reality of his love was so great,  his presence so strong. Then I saw him,  visibly!  I stretched out my hands,  I touched him, tangibly! I fell to his feet,  sobbing profusely,  overwhelmed with love,  he bent down,  pulled me into his arms,  kept patting my back,  I was screaming now,  "Jesus, I love you!! ", he then whispered into my left ear, "I love you" , I heard him audibly!  Then the preacher said,  "Tell him everything,  everything! ". Then I started to talk, " I'm sorry lord,  I am lazy " he corrected me, "You are not lazy ".he said.  I continued,  "I have been holding back,  you deserve more,  you deserve all, you have my all,  you are my all,  you have my life,  oh Lord,  you are my life" . He then whispered into my ear continuously,  "I love you ". It sounded more like a song to me and it was very beautiful.  I saw myself in his eyes,  I saw perfection!

That was one of my many encounters at the last Christocentric Weekend (it's a monthly glorious programme organized by ChristMind Family) .

Please do a little something for me,  touch your face,  you can feel it right?  Yes,  then you can touch Jesus the same way you just touched your face.  If anyone is around you, look at that person,  you can see Jesus the same way. Speak outloud,  you can hear Him speak to you that loud. The man Jesus is real,  yes,  man!

1 John 1:14: “The Word became flesh.” (1 John 4:2; 2 John 7). Jesus was born (Luke 2:7). He grew (Luke 2:40, 52). He grew tired (John 4:6) and got thirsty (John 19:28) and hungry (Matthew 4:2). He became physically weak (Matthew 4:11; Luke 23:26). He died (Luke 23:46). Our focus here however is on Christ, the glorified! he had a real human body after his resurrection (Luke 24:39; John 20:20, 27).

  1Timothy 2:5, "For there is one God and one mediator between God and mankind, the man Christ Jesus

He is God the man, who died for man and He rose as a man, then ascended into glory.  This doesn't change the fact that He is God.

John 1:1 - In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

John 1:14 - And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.

John 10:30 - I and [my] Father are one.

Isaiah 9:6 - For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Prince    

If you can touch him,  it means you can touch God,  ahah!! The father and the son are one. If that is difficult for you to believe then you need to break free from the shackles of religion!  Yes!  The only difference is God the man,  who died for man. I love the Lord!!!!!!

I apologise for not putting up the series  as i promised,  hopefully I'll get my laptop in a good condition soon and will work properly on it.  Before then I'll  keep writing on more revelations I get from this wonderful romance. Until then,  keep plumbing His depths and climbing his heights!
 Thank you.
Love you loads! 😄😄
_______Jedida.
   

I have tasted and seen
Of this I am keen
If my lord turns it around
It is indeed transformed

Of Your wondrous work I shall ever testify
You made a day from that dark night
Oh!  How He turned it around
I am indeed transformed by that might.

Your goodness oh Lord is unfathomable ,
The world thinks it unreasonable ,
I  of it benefit ,
By it I am forever hit .

Your praise Lord my lips shall sing
For by Your authority You made me King
Boldly before You as a Priest
Of this,  there can be no heist .


           ...Jeddida





 The Fattening Room series is about to start,  the first story is titled  BEAUTY FOR ASHES,  our protagonist while lost in a labyrinth meets Hope himself.
You can read online via  Wattpad for full chapters , just  follow "Jeddida", you can also read here as I post in parts.

Anticipate! 

2015

This post is titled 2015 because I couldn't think of any other title. I actually didn't think it through before I started announcing to people that I had an end of the year post coming up. So......now I'm staring at my laptop and hoping the words would come.i have to write about 2015, and I don't even know what to write.  Have you ever been in a situation where you had so much to say but you couldn't form the words? well, if you have then you will understand me.  This post is not a very serious one,  so you can get a bottle of chilled coke and fried Christmas chicken if you still have leftovers but at the same time, I hope  it helps someone.  That's why I'm writing this.
 

 
  So..... 2015. Hmmnnn... 2015. Damilola does not know where to start from oh.  Many things happened in 2015, many many things. Many days of laughter, days of tears. Loved ones were born, some were lost.  I remember how the year started, we didn't go to church as usual for the cross over service.  We crossed over in our house.  I remember my mom asking me to lead the praise worship and my dad leading prayers when it was almost 12 am. It was very awkward,  I was just looking lost and when it was 12 am, we said "happy new year" and I went straight to my room and locked myself in as usual.  I couldn't help saying to myself "what a way to start a New Year". Like every new exercise book you buy, the New Year came with many blank pages.  Some I wrote beautifully on,  some I didn't give much thought to.  For me,  2015 shed more light on 2014 which was the year of my awakening and 2013, my birth year ( I don't know where that came from).  But really,  these words represent what those years really did for me, I mean spiritually .
 
 I met beautiful people this year and   several people blessed me. Please permit to make a shout out to them.  God sent wonderful people my way,  they have imparted me in ways that many of them do not even know.  They are many but I'll just mention those that have helped me in relation with this blog.

    .  Bolade,  the roommate,  whether or not you know it,  our paths crossed for a very important reason.  God has taught me a lot through you,  I love you more than words can express. There are several other people that I'll like to call one,  ChrisrMind Family.. Oh.. My beautiful family, I can't even start here because i"ll just exceed the limit for the number of words I'm allowed here on expressing my love for this family, I'm forever changed because of you, you are the place of my moulding. Femi,  you are just so wonderful. Dadesola, wonderful friend,  I love you plenty sweetie.  Your simply pure heart always inspires me. Your wonderful comments on my posts also make me want to write more, and they make me feel like I'm one big life changer (which I am).  To my beautiful baby sisters,  Tamilore and Tiwa,  even though you two can't see this now,i hope you see it someday, momma loves you always and forever. Yoi have inspired several posts.  Please forgive me if your name is not here,  I love you and thank you. I also have to make a shout out to my classmates ooo,  LLB Class of 2017, University of Ibadan., I love you!!!!!!. You are the best classmates, Kayode,  Bolade, Mona (Enitan) , Kolade,  Gbemi,  oh.. Gbemisola dear, Leye, John, Mujib,  everybody, you all  made 2015. All those days in the LLT would be incomplete without Enitan's noise,  Mujib's questions, Kunle's comments, Iyinoluwa's loud voice  and without you all being there. Everyone that comes into your life is there for a reason.  God will always teach you through them. You all are a part of me, lessons that I have been taught through you are part of what makes me. To my blog family,  readers from everywhere,  thank you so much,  I love you And of course my baby was born in 2015. I started this blog this year and she is five months and three days old now,  how fast they grow!

         Now about New Year resolutions,  if they work for you,  please go ahead, make as many as possible.. But what's important is that you set goals, please seek God,  let His will for 2016 become yours. Never set goals without seeking Him or they will be difficult to achieve, even if they are not,  they won't count.  This year I learnt to be totally dependent on God, He taught me. I remember a word I got in March concerning that and it has indeed been fulfilled. This year has also been a year of many emotions, I mean a lot, thank God for His grace.

 I like to think I developed a better relationship with people this year and that I communicate better now. In 2014 I kept to myself a lot,  2013, I was in my own world.  This year, the big picture got clearer, it can only get clearer.  I can't write about 2015 and not mention love of course. Again, I thank God for beautiful people He has placed in my life, There are several other things I can't even remember now but this year, all worked for my good. I remember now that I resumed school terribly disappointed in myself(poor grades), I registered my courses with a  heartache. i  still don't understand how I was able to hide it very well, no one noticed  something was wrong with me   I always laughed (I laugh too much even in texts) but in the midst of my fears, I had an encounter with God that forever changed me.

    2015...... I remember there were nights that I cried into my pillow trying hard not to wake my roommate, I cried myself to sleep, those nights I couldn't stop myself from loving God. Yes!! Like many others there were days I almost gave up but now like Kurt Carr I can  sing that "He kept me" so I wouldn't let go and I can thank Him by singing like Amy Renee Miller "You are faithful ". Lord, you are faithful, you never give up on me,  You are stable through every change that this life can bring, You in Me.  This year saw the shattering and remoulding of my heart.  This year had me admitting to myself that no matter how hard I try to ignore it, I am a young adult (please let me call myself that), in a university. I now understand that admitting your weakness only makes you stronger. No wonder the Bible says that he who keeps his life will lose it and he who let's it go will find it.  It's just like the new birth, by inviting Christ into your life, you admit your weak state and you find your strength in Him.  I said this post won't be too serious, I hope your coke is still chilled.

        I remember when I started this year, my songs were more like "it all belongs to you " by Juanita Bynum and I'm ending it with songs like "Imela" by Nathaniel Bassey and Enitan Adaba. 2015 has been great (it's not gone yet)  and for this year and every day of my life I am grateful to Him in whom I have my days.   Thank you for being a part of my life,  I love you.

 

                                

See you in 2016!

IN OVER MY HEAD (2)

I had lost all hope,  it seemed to me that there was no going back.

    Then it came,  in my most miserable state, that glorious presence that heightens the beauty in everything. He was with me.  Oh what joy filled my heart! He did not desert me after all. He touched me and I felt the warmth, I felt the love He had for me.  I then remembered all that I had done,  I was scared, I didn't deserve His love, anyone's for that matter. He immediately knew how I felt,  I could see it in His eyes,  It was as though He could feel what I felt. The tears started again,  "go away from me, I'm undeserving of Your love, a failure that I am". "Hush..... " He said,  He pulled me close, wrapped me in His arms and whispered in my ear, "I love you".  It was then the truth hit me. He loved me still, that I was crushed to Him did not matter. I could see from the way His eyes shone that He did not see in me the failure that I saw, He could see no wrong in me, I was perfect. By telling me He loved me. He said it all. It was not merely an expression, it was an expression of a fact.

   I was forever changed, I then understood that His word is my reality. Circumstances don't make my reality, what He says about me does. That I stumble and fall again and again does not make His love for me dwindle. His love gave me love, with it came hope, peace, faith and joy. I couldn't but love Him with my very being. I even love Him because He first loved me. 

   His love settled it all, there was no suicide, Now, I know I have something to live many lives for. Whatever comes my way, I know we are in it together. Now like Jenn Johnson I can sing "Whether I swim, whether I sink, it makes no difference". This manner of love I still cannot comprehend, He is love Himself. I shall continue to plumb the depths and climb the heights but as I've found, there's no end to it. Even now I am still in over my head,  but beautifully so, beautifully in over my head.