Deep down in the dark
No light could I see
Fear, anxiety all around me
Too much to say,
None to share with
 Some times I said so much
And still said nothing
Sometimes with so many people
Yet all alone.
For I had gone too far.
 Deep down that path,
with no promise of help ahead.
Stop! Love screamed!
I stopped dead in my tracks
Turn back!  He continued.
I turned, unsure.
Come!  Hope beckoned
..with loving arms outstretched
I took few weak steps,
He couldn't actually mean that I said to myself.
I was shocked to see I wasn't the only one doing the walking,
He was running to me also.
Radiant! Beautiful in every way.
He couldn't want me
He sure wouldn't even hold me
He looked too amazing
Ugh?!!  I was in shock!
I was already in His arms
I looked into His eyes and saw myself
A mirror of him, perfect in every way!
How he translated me
From darkness into his marvellous light
Grace found me
Hope called me
Love pulled me into his arms
Abba father!  I cried
What privilege!
I now walk with The Way
Surely here to stay.
I am forever changed.


......Jedida

I have tasted and seen
Of this I am keen
If my lord turns it around
It is indeed transformed

Of Your wondrous work I shall ever testify
You made a day from that dark night
Oh!  How He turned it around
I am indeed transformed by that might.

Your goodness oh Lord is unfathomable ,
The world thinks it unreasonable ,
I  of it benefit ,
By it I am forever hit .

Your praise Lord my lips shall sing
For by Your authority You made me King
Boldly before You as a Priest
Of this,  there can be no heist .


           ...Jeddida





 The Fattening Room series is about to start,  the first story is titled  BEAUTY FOR ASHES,  our protagonist while lost in a labyrinth meets Hope himself.
You can read online via  Wattpad for full chapters , just  follow "Jeddida", you can also read here as I post in parts.

Anticipate! 

THE NEED

That longing ......

 the storm raging,

 bridges breaking, 

 heart racing,

 ‎mind aching,

  ‎I'm in need!‎

 My lips tremble 

 cut and dry,
 kis‎s me my Love!

 That kiss from Your Lips, 

 sweeter than the finest wine,

 great show of affection,

 leaves me drunk. 

 I  hunger ,

 for Your warmth.

 My knees about to buckle,‎

 body about to crumble,
 I'm fickle without You.‎

 Touch me My love!‎

 Your touch gives strength. ‎

 ‎

  That one  need,‎

  so dire.....

  that longing ,‎

  makes it all right .‎

  Embrace me my Love, 

  hold me tight ‎.

  THAT NEED iS YOU!

‎

 ‎ Romance me,

 ‎ like You alone can. ‎

  ‎Serenade me,

 ‎ to Your melodious whispers.  ‎

  Let's dance, 

  to Your heartbeat.

  You leave me breathless and full of life,

  You captivate me, 
  with Your gaze so mesmerising 
  Oh! What You do to me...!‎


                                        _Jedida.
     

ONE

His whispers send sweet shivers down my spine
It's intoxicating!
I'm drunk in love!

I can't hold back,
I'm all about Him.
I can't but do what He says,
Can't but go where He commands .
I in Him, He in me.

Yes! It takes two to tango
Our steps are passionate and precise,
movements best understood by us.
I dance to Your tune my love,
Your powerful voice directs my steps.
I'm lost in You my love
I'm crazy in love!

I can't refuse You my love
I'm always at Your service,
You move, I move,
They call it fanaticism,
I call it Intimacy.
We are one, my love
We are ONE.




        _Jedida.

The Way

I'm all sweaty again,
My head in so much pain.
Shaking and panting,
My eyes are aching
Fever they say it is.


I stand, I sit,
I touch, I hit,
I'm restless.
I start pacing,
My heart is racing,
 I'm breathless.

What to do,
Where to go?
What to say,
Where's the way?
Fear has set in.

I calm down,
Reach deep within.
Then I feel it,
That warmth.....
My love! He's here.
I feel great again,
Giddy with excitement!
Fear disappears!
The Answer is here.

"I never left ", He says
The light shone!
He had been here all along
But I never carried Him along.
I was carried away,
Thinking I could find a way
But He was here, The Way.


               _Jedida